CORONA MONOLOGUE (7) -By N P Samal

A GIANT IN ME

There is a giant in me. He has alwsys been in me since times immemorial. Yes, the giant is sleeping in me. No! He is not sleeping. He cannot sleep while I am awake. He sleeps only when I sleep, and wakes when I wake. He remains awake, wide awake as long as I am wakeful. He walks with me, runs with me and hops with me. He goes with me and comes with me. He does not leave me alone. Now that I have been locked in, he is sitting inside me with his eyes red and round, open and wide. He has a violent stare. He is lurking...On the prowl. 

I do not know when he came and settled in me. I only can remember he has been inside me since the root of my existing memory. Over years, he has grown powerful and deadly in me. I can realize knowingly or unknowingly I have cultivated him in me. Now he has become too obstinate. It is not possible for me to move him out of me. He has been in me as a necessary devil.

In fact, the giant is loyal to me. He is serious about my well-being. He fights for me. He protects me...He is friendly with you if you are friendly with me. He loves you if you love me. He is peaceful as long as you are at peace with me. Once you turn bad and do any harm to me, he will tear you apart, eat up your flesh and drink up your blood. He is so vicious! He is so cruel!! He is so brutish !!!

The giant is vilely selfish. He is sadistic. He feeds on your sufferings. He lives on your miseries. He wants I dominate you. He wants I dictate you. He wants I become extremely rich and strong, and you extremely poor and weak. He wants to take pleasure on seeing you serve me...But you are nowhere! You are inside your lockup. I am inside my lockup. You cannot come out. I cannot go out. And this giant in me has been sitting inactive all through this Corona lock-down. He feels so bored! He feels so entertained! 

The giant now has become rebellious. He has long been starved. He has long been parched. He has started baying for blood. Human blood. Fresh blood. He is madly kicking inside me. So, I get hints that he is about to break through. He will run amok. He will wreck havoc. He will loot, plunder, torture... He will predate and depredate. Yet, for now, I can control him. But once the lock-down is lifted, I will fail to contain him.

So, please get ready to face the giant. But if there is a giant inside you and as powerful and strong as the giant in me, then let's brace for the 'War of Giants'.

Yes, the post-Corona world is going to face a bitter war, a violent war, among all the giant-possessed men. They will first destroy the giant-less humans. Then they will destroy themselves. There is the inevitable mass destruction. Beware !!!

-- N. P. SAMAL, POET, AUTHOR, ACADEMIC 

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